music is weird. live performances only heighten the true liquid nature of the realm of sound. i see performance as ceremonial. ritualistic. i often feel the eyes and body consciousness of people in the audience. it's a sublime form of communication. a multi-directional transfer of emotional data.
the gig at anna-loulou was normal in that it was weird. but it must have been ok since the day after i had a nice case of post-gig debbie-downerism. that's always a good sign. if you're feeling down, maybe it's because you felt really really good before and it's just your brain taking a bit longer than usual to compensate for those drained chemicals. give your brain a break.